Omfg

Well guess what guys. We lost. AGAIN!!!. Three things really bugged me about tonight. How lovely. I ended up in 6th place for points when i wanted top five, which sucks. Secondly, our team lost for the highest team points, also sucks. And lastly we lost the presentation and 1000 points. That's the thing that bugged me the most about tonight. As soon as the said 1st amendment i was so mad. The judges said they loved us, and yet we lost?.
I hate failure to the fullest. I know i worked my ass off this week and so did our team. I hate when i know i did my best and tried my hardest, but i still lose. My actions aren't rewarded. I'm so pessimistic when i was going home. I saw two people i usually go home with, but i was so angry that i just went home without saying bye to anyone or walking with those two. Whatever man. I'm pissed. I know we shouldve won. At least were getting better at presenting and i know Chantashya worked her ass off to try to pull us together. We need to win like seriously. because losing is getting old at this point. I quote Chantashya on what she said.
"I'm sick and tired of our team losing", But the communication is better and we were so close to winning. We going to be in third becuase ambush has the most points, and first amendment keeps winning presentations. They won twice =(. Next Friday things better change, i swear. WE CANNOT AFFORD ANY MORE LOSSES. Our team needs to pull it together, like starting Monday we need to get things together and win this time. Well i feel better now after getting my feelings out. I know my whole team feels exactly the way i do right now, especially Chantashya. She did her best to pull this team together and did a good ass job. If any of my team reads this i just want y'all to know you all did your best and keep it up so we can win. I know we can guys. Like i always say HL flow IS number one, and will always be the best team!.